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Friday, April 30, 2004

Git while the gittins good.

Every now and again you just have to hang up your hat and call it a day. Last night began normally but ended up being a lesson in Murphy’s Law that I will not soon forget. After a several “OOPS” incidents I decided to go home early, BEFORE anything serious happened. Here’s a brief description off all that went wrong within approximately one hour.


1. Stepped in discarded chewing gum
2. Twisted my ankle trying to discard discarded chewing gum.
3. Dropped a VERY large CD case lid (about 2x4 feet) unto our set-up table.
(Thankfully, none of the CDs were broken in the process.)
4. Found out in the middle of a song that I was losing my voice and could not hit any of my high notes.
(Mind you, I was singing a song that is MOSTLY high notes!)
5. Popped a CD out of the player in order to program the next one, but didn’t realize until the music
STOPPED that the CD I ejected was IN USE!!!
6. Started the player for my song then realized I hadn’t changed the CD from the last singer.

Now, none of these things is particularly bad, however, when compiled into one hour, it’s a bit much! With all of that bad karma following me around, I gave up and called it a night before someone got hurt. (Besides me!)

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Variations on a theme of PURPLE!

Theme Thursday - PURPLE

That's right, of or pertaining to the color purple.
I am soooo loving this. Here's a haiku I wrote for Scott over at TwoPeanuts.com:

Purple rain comes down.
Lazy day, in purple haze
And deep purple dreams


Being the karaoke wench that I am, I particularly enjoyed working in a musical connection on each line.
I would love to ponder other perceptions of purple so please post!

Stalker rant and other things.

I’m really irritated lately by men that just won’t take “NO!” for and answer. How is it that these guys think following me around, dropping in while I’m at a friend’s house or camping out in the parking lot of my apartment is going to gain them any favor? I’m sick of it to the point that this normally easygoing gal is about to come UNHINGED! The next one that shows up at my door or in my face, in any way form or fashion, is in for a VERY rude awakening. The gloves are off boys so bring it.

On a much happier note: I called Michaels’s mom yesterday, while on my lunch break. She’s such a great person to talk to. I really enjoy our conversations. I told her that she was welcome to call me whenever she wanted to and she told me to be certain to come see her if I travel down that way. If I ever get the chance, I’ll make it a point to meet her in person.

Shay called me last night, wanting to go out. We met up about 7:30 at Cowboys, but only stayed there for 30 minutes. Her husband met us up in Allen at another club and we hung out there until it closed at midnight. (So much for putting myself on restriction.) Tonight is karaoke at Lonesome Dove and tomorrow Betty wants me to come out to the Dennison show and meet some guys from Oklahoma. This weekend is already booked solid. Between running all of my errands and getting my sister moved, I’ll be up to the eyeballs in activity. Being busy during the weekend is good. It keeps me out of trouble, but then there’s still he other five days of the week to worry about. Oh well, I can only live one day at a time.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

From my brain to yours.


Busy

I'm a very busy person
I have a lot to do
Friends, family and work
Keep my schedule pretty full

But they aren't everything

I still have my dreams
As of yet, unrealized
I try not to think about it
All the things I haven't done

It helps to stay busy

Weekend re-cap. FINALLY!

This past weekend went nothing like I had planned. The big event of the weekend was to take my nephews Alex (8) and Sammy (almost 6) to the Scarborough Faire Renaissance Festival with my friend Kelly (one of my oldest and dearest friends) and her family. YEAH RIGHT. When the weather reports started predicting a major storm system coming through the area, we cancelled the trip. Neither of us wanted to drive 2 hours just to get rained out.

In hindsight, I’m glad I kept the boys in the dark about what I had planned. I don’t think I could have faced two very disappointed little boys! As it was, the only people that were disappointed by the canceling of our trip were Kelly and myself. She, being a veteran, and I, being a first-timer, were both very excited about going in this little adventure. Alas, t’was not to be. Mayhap on a fortnight or so, we will attempt our pilgrimage to Scarborough Faire again.

I picked the guys up at about 7:45PM and off we went. Our first objective was to find food because none of us had yet to have dinner. We agreed on going to the truck stop, (about 12 miles away) on the condition that we sit at the counter rather than a table or booth. Fair enough.

On our way to the restaurant, we jammed to Bryan Adams’ “There Will Never be Another Tonight” and bounced around in our seats like maniacs. (always one of my favorite activities, especially in rush hour traffic) After three rewinds of the ole tape player and a whole lot of LOUD singing, we arrived at our destination. Dinner was pleasant. Chicken and French fries were in abundance and we all had our fill!

The next phase of the outing consisted of taking the boys to Braum's (another 10 miles) for ice cream and an impromptu visit to their Granny at her work. (NOTE: By this point it’s almost 10:00PM and well past their bedtime. One of the reasons they like spending the weekend with me is because I let them stay up WWWAAAAYYY late! No school. No problem. ) Since Granny was due to leave work at 10:30 away, we waited around and then followed her home to see the 3 week old kittens that were finally old enough to play with! Just before midnight the kiddos crashed. Rather than wake them up to go 2 blocks back to my apartment, I decided to leave them alone and we all spent the night at Granny’s. Just as I was settling in on the couch to watch a little TV before bed, my cellphone started ringing.

It’s not unusual for me to get calls that late (or early depending on your point of view) but I was fairly certain that I’d told everyone that needed to know, I would be busy with my nephews all weekend. I checked the Caller ID and realized that no, I hadn’t told EVERYONE. It was Michael calling. I hadn’t talked to him since the Friday before when he had called and then came by my office to have lunch with me. He’d been drinking at a friend’s house all evening and was about to call it a night, so he thought he’d call and talk to me for a minute. You would think he misses me or something. Michael and I talked for about 10 minutes or so then I wished him sweet dreams and hung up and went to bed. The boys tend to be early risers like their Dad. UGH!

At 8:00AM I’m awakened by the sound of a Gameboy in my ear. The boyzees are up! Saturday was pretty much just hanging out at Granny playing with and naming the kittens: Shadow, Shade and Jade. I did take the guys to an indoor playground for a couple of hours. They had a ball running amok while I sat on the sidelines and fumed about spending $13 to get in and they don’t even get refreshments! I could have taken them to MickyD’s to play and had a full lunch for all of us too! Oh well, I guess I can chalk that one up to experience. I dropped Alex and Sammy off at home at around 4:30 and headed home to catch a nap before going to the club

I love to sing karaoke and I’m pretty good at it. For several years I’ve helped out my friend Betty with her local shows. Saturday night we were at The Lonesome Dove in Melissa, TX. It was a typical night except for a weird feeling that seemed to hover the entire night. Nothing unusual happened but still that heavy strangeness permeated everything. At the end of the show, I think we set a new personal record for breaking down and packing up the equipment.

We finally left the club and went back to Betty’s house. I stayed there for a little while talking to Betty while she surfed the net. You would, think after spending four hours doing a show together, we would have talked ourselves out, but that’s not the case. During a show, there really isn’t a lot of time for conversation. On average one song only lasts 3 to 4 minutes. During that 3 to 4 minute span you have to update your singer rotation, program the next song and more often than not, help someone pick out a song and get signed up. On the few occasions when there is time to talk, the music is so loud that you can’t hear most of what’s being said. That’s why we save most of our conversing until after the show has ended.

Sunday was spent watching TV and just generally being lazy. All in all it was a pretty good weekend. It was a little slower than the norm but still good.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

The Park

I used to play here
Different but the same
The park and I both


Today I spent the better part of my lunch break walking around a park I used to play in as a child. Even though I visit this place often, I'm still amazed but how much it has changed and how much I've changed. The old swings, slides and monkey bars have been replaced with shiny new technicolor playthings. The pea-gravel that once covered the playground has given way to wood chips and the huge old tree, in the center of it all, has been removed without a trace. In spite of all these changes, it's still my park.
If close my eyes I can still see the big hill that all of us kids eventually had to conquer on our bikes like a rite of passage. The drainage pipe my cousin John tried to ride my 3-speed across is still there, but the spot where he and the bike both fell into the creek is no longer visible through the overgrown brush. Walking along the path, I could just make out the long forgotten trails that travel along the creeks edge. My friends, my sister and I made those trails while wandering up and down the creek's bank searching for tadpoles, fish, crawdads or anything else we thought was cool. On my way back to my car I called my sister to reminisce. She's got it pretty rough right now and I just wanted to cheer her up and let her know I'm still on her side.
Adulthood changes your perspective. The bridge in the middle of the park isn't home base in a game of tag but a place to stop and catch your breath. A secluded picnic table under the trees isn't a great place to hold a birthday party, it's a place where you can sit alone and cry when your heart is broken. Little fish swimming in the creek are no longer a wonder but a metaphor that no matter what trash gets thrown in the mix, life can and will go on. I didn't see any tadpoles this trip, but I did see a few fish and while I was follow their course downstream I came upon a patch of clover under the trees. It only took a minute to find a four-leafed clover that I'm going to give to my sister.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Something from the vault

Haunted

After countless days
And endless nights
Your memory began to fade
The specter of you
Lost interest in me
So like the living
Are our shades

Almost as if you sensed
My forget
You appeared to me
Silent but watching
As my old wounds
Were reborn
Into this now

As quietly as your shadow
You drifted away
Into the night
Leaving me with nothing
But a haunted mind
And a ghost that would be
The man

Angela A.Ochoa
03-26-1996


My friend Kelly read this to her public speaking class. According to her, it received a great response so I'll post it here on the blog. It's one of my older works but it's still one of my favorites.
I've had a lot of things swirling around in my head but as of yet none of it has manifested into verse. Stay tuned though. Something should gel within the next couple of days and I'll be able to post some new work instead of dinosaurs. Not that dinosaurs are bad or anything. It's just that I'm in such a different place, such a different frame of mind that I was when a lot of my poetry was written. I've changed a lot over the last few years and I have this overwhelming feeling that more and grander changes are still to come. I'm anxious to see how and if my poetry has changed with me.

A Girl Named Sue

I found out yesterday that my friend Sue-B is moving back to her home town. The company she works for is opening a store there, so she will be transferring late June or early July. I feel a little selfish because I don't want her to go. Even though it's only a 2 or 3 hour drive it's still too far. I know that she misses her family and she's excited about going home. In that sense I am happy for her. However, knowing that we won't be able to meet for lunch on Firdays or take off cruising around Lake Lavon on a Sunday afternoon, makes we miss her already.
Perhaps I'm afraid that her moving away will be like all the times I've moved away. Growing up, my family moved every couple of years. I always promised to keep in touch with the friends I left behind, but then life happens. Addresses change. Telephone numbers change. Even names change. Time slips past, and before you realize, it's been years since you promised, "I'll call/visit/write soon!" and the people you left behind aren't there anymore.
I know it doesn't always ended up that way. I have old friends that I was able to track down or were able to track me down. These freindships have survived and I pray that my friendship with Sue-B will also.

Friday, April 23, 2004

Day 2

On this second day of my blogging adventure, I've already found and conquered my first bug. It turned out to be pretty easy to fix thanks to the Haloscan forum. At least I'm not the only nitwit that copied the code into the wrong place. I'm such a bright girl....my mommy tells me so!

Thursday, April 22, 2004

So you think you're a Blogger?

Well, I have to say that this day was eventfull to say the least! I've begun my crash course in blogging. I have to admit that I'm REALLY enjoying this. I like it, I like it A LOT!!!

Trying to add comments and trackback.

Lets see if this will work?!




Busy, busy, busy

So far so good. I've figured out how to do REALLY SIMPLE links on the side bar. Try it, you'll like it!

I'm just getting warmed up...

Time

How quick the days go
How fast the nights pass
In spite of our efforts
To make it all last

A little longer

A new strand of white
In jet black locks
Serves to remind of
Racing the clock

We know better

For all of the trials
And times we were tested
For all that we’ve conquered
And all that we’ve bested

Time takes all

Angela A.Ochoa


This is a poem I wrote about 8 years ago. It's hardly by best work but it was readily available.

This is, like, way cool.

I now have a WEBLOG! Thanks to my friend Scott at TwoPeanuts.com for inspiring me. If my site ends up HALF as cool as his, I'll be proud.

IT'S ALIVE!!!! IT'S ALIVE!!!

Woo-Hoo! Houston we have Blog!

Getting in the groove.

Okay. I'm really green at this! I'm trying to get in the groove of posting and editing but, so far I haven't been able to get anything to post. UGH!